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See how
we are overborne by the senses, by the
sound in the air, the practice of a
brief lifetime in physical things. We
dance to a tune, which we are not
playing, but is played upon us, and we
fall victim to it through the senses.
Powerful though the senses be, the mind
is more powerful than the senses, the
inborn intelligence more potent than the
mind, and beyond that intelligence the
will of our own Self is greater than
all. So we have recourse to that true
Self to overcome the frailties of body,
senses, mind and intelligence, so that
the heart may become pure and our
actions rational.
All of us at all times are aware of my
Self. Anywhere, whatever one’s state,
one can remember my Self and come to
rest in it. One just has to sit up with
one’s spine straight and head erect and
bring the body into that fine balance in
which it is rock-like, stable and easy.
Seated like this, one is strongly aware
of my Self and can easily come to rest
in it. Resting in the awareness of my
Self the whole scene changes.
Then it is quite obvious that that Self,
of which we are presently aware, though
very familiar, is yet unknown in mind
and heart alike. All that is known is
that it is there, and that it is
watching. Quiet, unruffled and serene,
it beholds everything and is yet
untouched by anything. This obvious, yet
we know not what it is.
What is obvious to us could be obvious
to anyone, if they would only come to
rest in that ever- present awareness of
my Self. All creatures have that
awareness, and in it we are united to
them all.
This unity is all- important for it is a
reflection of the truth. What thou art,
I am. What he is, she is; they are, we
are. It is all the same one. In love of
that One we are all united as one.
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The whole
world moves in a firm conviction of
separate existences, and this is the
cardinal error. Having forgotten the
Self, the existence has to be identified
with something other than the Self. This
carries the being in an unreal world. In
these theoretical discussions this
unreality becomes painfully obvious. All
the members of the group must feel this,
even if it is difficult for them to step
out of it. Having become identified with
an entirely fictitious entity, the manas
is then obliged to create a world for
these entities to live in. It must be a
dream world, constituted of the thoughts
of the manas. The nature of man being
such that he must think and contemplate,
human beings fall to explaining this
unreal world to each other; there can be
as many explanations as people who care
to think about it. Some ideas are taken
up and become fashionable. There is
nothing original about them of course,
for they are found described in ancient
writings, but fashions change from time
to time and from place to place. With
these changing explanations in the manas
so the fictitious world itself changes,
for it is made of nothing but the
thoughts of the manas.
Supposing
that in one of our nocturnal dreams, the
phantom figures of the dream were to
meet in solemn conference to explain the
events of the dream and come to an
understanding of them, and, moreover,
were invited to give observations of
their experiences, what kind of
performance would this be? If anyone
were to suggest that the whole thing was
a dream, naturally they would object
because on the cessation of the dream
they would all disappear!
In the
old legends in which the gods are
supposed to seek out Narayana to gain
some help, he is usually described as
being asleep. The question is, what
would happen if he woke up? Now this is
exactly what we are asking the students
to do. It is no mean request. It is said
that on this awakening, the world
disappears.
There are
two steps to this awakening. First is to
awaken to the private dream. All this
supposed thinking, which fills the mind
with a fog, is just imagining. It is the
very fabric of a dream. Somehow or
other, it has to be silenced, to be
known for what it is. Free from it for a
little while, ordinary sense perception
belies it. By the light of ordinary
sunshine, it is plainly dark. To dwell
in this fog is indeed to be as good as
dead. Until people awaken to this
private dream and its astonishing power
over the being, they will not awaken to
the great dream, the universal dream of
creation.
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Sooner or
later the members of the School must
stop ducking the truth about their own
Self, and must be prepared to learn and
come to understand the laws governing
all actions, which are the laws of the
universe and are fully expounded in
Grammar. They are the Will of the
Absolute and only that works.
What
checks the acceptance of the teaching so
plainly true, and what makes the simple
appear complex is cherished ideas which
rise in resistance to the teaching.
These, remarkably, come down to very
few. They are: I know; I do; and I must
be something. There is such an enormous
difference between ‘I know’ and ‘I am
knowledge’. The first is always wrong;
the second is always right. But this
shift puts knowledge in a wholly
different category. It is my Self. This
is why Socrates would never allow “I
know”. It varies between “I know – I
know better - and: “I don’t know”. They
are all wide of the mark.
“I do” is
equally wild. The performance of any
action is the work of the appropriate
instrument or instruments. The oven
bakes the bread, the plough digs the
earth and so on. But these are only
physical analogies. The action takes
place in the mental realm, and only the
appropriate tools can accomplish it and
bring it to fulfillment. But of course
to realize that all actions take place
in the mental realm is to step out of
the illusion created by the physical
manifestation. One day they will realize
that no action is possible in the
physical world. All that is just an
effect. What is more it is the effect of
an action which was complete before the
effect began, and may have been
completed lives ago or generations ago.
People
cling desperately to the notion ”I do”
and it reduces them to pygmies. Nothing
is done that way. But the worst of the
three is “I must be something”. For this
denies the Self itself. This is where
all learning goes wrong. People are so
busy cutting a figure that they do not
notice how ludicrous they are.
It is
cherished ideas such as these, or ideas
generated by these, which cause all the
confusion, complexity and difficulty.
One must patiently dislodge and dissolve
them. As they go confidence increases,
devotion increases and the power to work
increases.
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whole world moves in a firm conviction
of separate existences, and this is
the cardinal error. Having forgotten
the Self, the existence has to be identified
with something other than the Self.
This carries the being in an unreal
world. In these theoretical discussions
this unreality becomes painfully obvious.
All the members of the group must feel
this, even if it is difficult for them
to step out of it. Having become identified
with an entirely fictitious entity,
the manas is then obliged to create
a world for these entities to live in.
It must be a dream world, constituted
of the thoughts of the manas. The nature
of man being such that he must think
and contemplate, human beings fall to
explaining this unreal world to each
other; there can be as many explanations
as people who care to think about it.
Some ideas are taken up and become fashionable.
There is nothing original about them
of course, for they are found described
in ancient writings, but fashions change
from time to time and from place to
place. With these changing explanations
in the manas so the fictitious world
itself changes, for it is made of nothing
but the thoughts of the manas.
Supposing that in
one of our nocturnal dreams, the phantom
figures of the dream were to meet
in solemn conference to explain the
events of the dream and come to an
understanding of them, and, moreover,
were invited to give observations
of their experiences, what kind of
performance would this be? If anyone
were to suggest that the whole thing
was a dream, naturally they would
object because on the cessation of
the dream they would all disappear!
In the old legends
in which the gods are supposed to
seek out Narayana to gain some help,
he is usually described as being asleep.
The question is, what would happen
if he woke up? Now this is exactly
what we are asking the students to
do. It is no mean request. It is said
that on this awakening, the world
disappears.
There are two steps
to this awakening. First is to awaken
to the private dream. All this supposed
thinking, which fills the mind with
a fog, is just imagining. It is the
very fabric of a dream. Somehow or
other, it has to be silenced, to be
known for what it is. Free from it
for a little while, ordinary sense
perception belies it. By the light
of ordinary sunshine, it is plainly
dark. To dwell in this fog is indeed
to be as good as dead. Until people
awaken to this private dream and its
astonishing power over the being,
they will not awaken to the great
dream, the universal dream of creation.
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are definite stages in this work. One
way of considering this is as follows.
The students first have to learn how
to connect observation through mind
and body to the sensory world. They
really have to give attention to what
they are doing and give it with some
precision. Along
with this lift in the level of attention
in favourable circumstances comes
the capacity for indifferent action.
This steadily expands. This straight-line
connection between the observer and
the physical world through Buddhi,
Manas and the senses has first to
be firmly established in group work.
Naturally it takes time to reach into
everyday affairs where habit is strongly
entrenched.
When this group
condition is established (and, of
course it has to be maintained by
suitable practice), the next stage
opens up. In this stage the attention
is withdrawn from the world of the
senses and given to the world of mind.
The mind is not supposed to be ruled
by the limitations of the senses.
After three full years the sensory
impressions, which they receive have
a totally new significance, for they
are related to the whole. The senses
become the tools of the mind and organs
of knowledge. Till then they are deceptive.
The degree of this
deception is startling. As you know,
students assert about themselves,
other people and their little world,
all kinds of facts. They say: “It
is a fact”. What they say is
utterly untrue. It seems to be so
to their senses, but they are totally
deceived. The only way to deal with
this is to open the mind and consider
what only it can consider under the
light of reason. In this exercise
they may be brought close to the essence
of things and begin to see how things
really work. Only in this way can
they be freed of the deception caused
by the limitation of the senses. This
exercise of reason coupled with discrimination
in practice, carries them through
the second great stage of this work
and begins to reveal the world as
it really is in its beauty, majesty
and order.
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physical body is not nearly so limited
as is commonly thought. When necessary
it will work for three days and nights
without sleep; several times have I
seen it through such a vigil. The suffering
is more of the mind than the body, which
is a work of ignorance and contrary
to nature. By the nature of creation
, this physical body is wholly dependent
on the subtle body, which is not at
all dependent on the gross body. But
people love to take the pleasures and
pains of the senses up into the mind
and magnify them there, causing the
gross body no end of trouble by reason
of the subtle dominion over it. Men
rate gross comforts and discomforts
beyond all reason, so that the girls
may well laugh at them. It has ever
been thought wise to let boys grow up
in hardy conditions and teach them to
count physical endurance as a minimum
attribute of manhood in its prime. As
ever the value of this is in principle:
a man in himself does not experience
pleasure, pain, or any feeling whatsoever:
these are experienced in the subtle
body giving it information of the gross
world from which they come; they go
no further. They are not supported to
affect the mind’s condition at
all, except to alert it to some exterior
condition of the gross world, and alerting
is ever good for the subtle body. The
experience itself goes no further. The
man himself witnesses the experience
but does not participate in it.
For example, consider
any physical pain. What is plainly
observed is that the pain is experienced
in a specific part of the body. If
asked a man will say ‘my foot
aches’, ‘there is a pain
in my stomach’ or as the case
may be. As Shankara points out nobody
ever ascribes a pain to the perceiver:
there is never any pain in the perceiver.
Likewise with all the senses, hearing
and the rest, the man himself is untouched
by them. Nothing spoken, be it pleasant
or unpleasant, affects the man at
all, because he is untouched by sound.
Similarly with touch, sight, taste
and smell. Whatever causes man to
form a contrary opinion is a deception
due to ignorance: watch and see that
this is so.
To expel the
false opinions from the mind requires
diligent practice. Practice thus:
find in the Ten Principle Upanishads
the passages about the Self; read
one every day: realize that it speaks
of your own self. Let the mind rest
on the reading and let its implications
show themselves. Thus diligently cleanse
the mind of obstacles to Truth.
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August 1968 |
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rest in the mountains was timely, and
what rest it is when desire stops! It
is an earnest moment of that day when
the absolute desire to create is withdrawn
and man enters his Sabbath, his creation
fulfilled, to live eternally in the
joy of Truth. His Holiness says that
on that day the succession of lives,
which seemed so long before, appear
as but a flash, for man is where he
came from but a moment before, and in
truth he never left it, but just forgot
what he was for a little while.
It is a kindly creation
to provide a place in mountains where
erring man may be put in mind of himself
for a little while and rest from the
exhausting clutches of ignorance.
At once all difference disappears
as the notion of separation which
benights the senses, dissolves. This
experience shows the source of the
multitude of restless desires. Therefore
there is but one desire to fulfill,
the love of Truth. It is everywhere.
It is that which, once awakened in
the heart of man, takes his life in
charge. It is the same in everybody
for there is only one. It never changes;
is undisturbed by its wanderings;
will not let him rest in ignorance,
but keeps him striving. It is the
greatest strength available to him.
It is the only thing that matters;
all else acquires such importance
as it has from this. This love is
the reflection of the Self and is
a first intimation of its Divine nature.
For this and by this school comes
into being.
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April 1968 |
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the full fact, who can tell?
One knows, if at
all, at the time of writing or acting,
not afterwards. The afterthought is
almost always wrong and is usually
the work of ideas about oneself. A
notable omission from all these statements
was any consideration of the other
man: it was all inner considering.
Do not accept these statements any
more but insist on the full facts.
Otherwise they are confirmed in error
and not reproved in Truth. The senior
group need to learn that, in speaking,
writing, acting, what they feel like,
whether they are pure or impure, true
or false, having a good effect, getting
a good result and so on, all this
is inner considering and selfishness;
what matters is the other man or the
work being done, or as the case may
be. It is a question of where their
attention is being directed. If it
is on themselves, however heaven-borne
their desire may be, it produces Tamas;
if it is directed to results expected
from the action, it produces an excess
of Rajas. When one creature falls
in love with another, and as long
as this lasts and attachment and greed
do not take over, so long he does
not count the labour, his state, his
gain or loss, but considers only the
good, the welfare and happiness of
the other. His attention is directed
with full intelligence to the immediate
present wish of the other. Thus he
serves with all his mind, heart and
strength, and not at all his own wishes
and inclinations which seem wholly
absorbed in the desire of the other.
This total service arises because
he has fallen in love with Truth of
which he has caught some reflection
in the other, and this light of Truth
connecting with the Truth within begets
in his being this loving care for
the beloved. So he is taught the nature
and manner of true service. This produces
Sattva, conducting the force of consciousness
for the enrichment, life, prosperity
and happiness of the other. But let
his own desire enter and he starts
to work for some result, some advantage,
and Sattva turns to Rajas creating
tensions; and this in turn sinks into
Tamas, dreams and lethargy, ending
in misery. The lovers of Truth are
no less lovers than the lovers of
men, but more so. Their service is
total and universal and their happiness
is in the true happiness of all. This
is the direction of School work. What
a man takes is his debt; what he gives
is his release. The principle of the
fourth way is, whatever benefit you
receive, give it back immediately.
Another factor not
to be at all neglected is group discipline.
School work has three aspects, sattvic,
rajasic and tamasic. The sattva gives
memory of Truth; the rajas gives action
under knowledge and tamas provides
discipline, which ensures the man
will not slip and sink and fall into
evil ways. It is useful to remind
oneself of the principles from time
to time, and you will find the discussion
of groups in In Search of the
Miraculous (which happens in
two or three places in the book) to
be good. The index will lead you to
them. Discipline can of course only
be introduced gradually as strength
increases so that strength may be
conserved and not squandered in selfishness.
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Do not hesitate to speak of the highest
things in simple terms. Truth, goodness
and beauty are three ways in which
the creator is made manifest in the
world. These three are to be found
everywhere and in everything, if one
only awakens a little, and they lead
back to their source step by step.
There are definite steps, and none
can be omitted. These are related
to different levels of consciousness,
different ways of experiencing and
different ways of acting. These are
found by effort under guidance, and
they open out the hidden treasure
in everyone and everything. Work in
this direction begins with self-study,
with study of one’s own machine,
and this must be pursued in the right
way. All the unreality in the world,
all the falsehood, is the work of
men’s own imaginings. To begin
to be what we are, we have to come
out of all we are not. The way of
release from the bondage of imaginings
is through knowledge, and very great
knowledge is required. But this knowledge
does not come from reading, talking
or study, however arduous. It comes
through experience as the result of
right efforts made under right guidance.
It comes when it is appropriate that
it should come.
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Why
everyone who wants it cannot enter
into the perfect life while still
in the flesh, I cannot say. All teachers
agree on this, so it must be so. It
seems to have less to do with what
a man wants, than the need of the
case. The men who attain the perfect
life while still in the flesh are
the true teachers of mankind. I suppose
a great number is not required. It
would certainly seem that people may
enter the perfect life upon death
if they really want to, and if they
have taken all the steps leading to
it while yet alive.
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Take courage! This work strengthens
and does not weaken. You have the quality
needed to help others and by using it
you grow. The help, however, does not
come from oneself; it comes from above,
from consciousness itself, through school,
through the tutor to the students. You
know this is so for you have experienced
it. The nature of any substance depends
on the place it fills in the great order,
by its usual function. On a cosmic scale,
you and I are substances; in the great
order one is given the knowledge, love
and strength necessary to fill the needs
of others. Keep the door open; refuse
no man: and your strength grows. Moreover,
there gathers around you able helpers
who lift you up, just as by meeting
the needs of others, they are lifted
up themselves. There is a lovely Siamese
legend which runs thus. A
Thai warrior died and was carried
to heaven. Before entering, he asked
permission to see Hell first. This
was granted and a messenger was sent
with him. There, to his astonishment,
he found a most beautiful place and
he saw tables laden with every imaginable
delicacy. He turned to his guide in
perplexity. “ See”, said
the angel “ They all have chopsticks
five feet long and they are compelled
to hold them by the ends. However
hard they try, they cannot get any
food in their mouths”. “This
is hell indeed”, thought the
warrior, and was carried back to heaven.
Here his amazement grew, because exactly
the same scene met his eyes, only
the souls were not tormented, but
in bliss. “No chopsticks, I
suppose”, he said. “On
the contrary”, said his guide,
“they all have chopsticks five
feet long, which they hold at the
end. But in heaven the souls know
that they can feed each other with
chopsticks five feet long, and if
one feeds another, he is fed.”
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Taking Part I is indeed different from
taking later courses. You will find
it stimulating and refreshing. In tutoring
you do not have to worry about yourself
at all. In this free, open state, the
teaching acts through one of itself,
and one responds naturally to the feeling
of the group and the speaker. It all
looks after itself. You will very naturally
feel the position of your own body and
hear you own voice, and sometimes you
will hear your own voice telling you
something that you had not heard before,
called out of you by the need of the
group or the individual student. A fine
definition of how this works is given
in a definition of education in one
of the Upanishads. “Teacher one
side, pupil on the other, knowledge
between, discourse joining them”.
Let the
students come on at their own pace,
just meeting them at their own level.
There is plenty of time to tell them
what they will need to know. The important
thing is that they should be persuaded
to practice the exercise. This is
the point from which their advance
begins. They will not, of course,
be able to stop thought. This is a
useful discovery. What they can do,
however, is be aware of their own
bodies in a general way, and open
out their attention to everything
about them. When they do this, their
minds will fall silent of themselves.
Any battle to stop thoughts, only
strengthens them.
The value of the
exercise is that it brings them out
of imaginings into the present time
and place, and gives them a rest from
themselves. Once they have got the
feel of it, they will discover how
refreshing it is and how it can pick
them out of inner confusions.
They also begin to see the confused
way in which their machines work,
so that the teaching about the way
the parts of man work becomes real
for them. This is the beginning of
observation.
I am not surprised
that you are finding a little difficulty
in getting to sleep after the meetings.
This will pass. These classes engender
a greater emotional strength than
we ordinarily experience. This readily
combines with the physical energy
running in us, so as to turn to excitement,
filling the head with ideas and imaginings.
The best thing is to be very quiet
after the meeting is over, quiet inside;
and the best aid to this is to pay
attention to whatever is in hand,
the journey home, supper, what people
have to say, and so on. Be content
with the little things that go on
around one. This is a great quietener.
We cannot at present go on living
at the higher level induced by the
school in a meeting. By this quiet,
we conserve energy. You may use devices
to help yourself. Sometimes, listening
to some very fine music for a little
while brings one in a state of peace.
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